- Mar 1
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February was the kind of month that happened in layers, like in color journals, in torn substrate, in dried gesso experiments, in honest reflection. I welcomed new firsts and parted ways with old, dried-out paint and materials that no longer served me.
Returning to Process

At the start of the year, I committed to something simple: keeping a color journal.
Instead of winging it, I recorded the paint combinations I used each time I sat down to work. I loved watching the colors shift from wet to dry — there’s something fascinating about that transformation. It also revealed how consistent my instincts are.
I return to similar palettes, but with slight shifts. This month I played with burnt umber and burnt sienna layered against quinacridone magenta and ultramarine blue. The finished work carried layers that looked joyful at first glance but held tension underneath.
What gave me clarity:
My voice isn’t random.
My color language is emerging.
Repetition is the beginning of identity.
Material Play (and Letting Go)

February was also about experimentation.
I revived dried gesso. I pressed hardened texture into canvas. I layered gel medium over what looked like ocean fragments.
I also tossed dried cadmium red that couldn’t be saved. Instead of feeling wasteful, it felt like growth; mostly. I still had to work through the discomfort.
Part of becoming more serious about your work is accepting material loss. Not everything is meant to be resurrected. Not every tube needs saving.
Creative maturity sometimes looks like letting go of outgrown materials. Maybe it’s less about “throwing things away” and more about thanking them, releasing them, and allowing their energy to move forward in a different way.
Collage & Surface
I explored using old palettes as collage material.
There’s something interesting about the residue of past paintings becoming the structure of new ones. It reminds me of gardening: collecting seeds in the fall so they can be planted again in the spring. I just started my spring seed trays using seeds saved from last year.
Energy & Momentum
February also brought consistency in my creative business.
Publishing blog posts.
Sharing process videos.
Photographing work with more intention.
Letting more people see that I am, in fact, an artist.
Closing the Month

I’m ending February by picking up Unprompted from the Alpharetta Arts Center, closing out my first juried exhibition.
Seeing that piece installed in a public space was a milestone. Bringing it home feels like both a completion and a beginning.
What I’m learning is that growth looks like:
Documentation deepening clarity.
Texture being more fun than perfection.
Releasing what no longer works.
Yours in creativity,
Maria






